i don’t need to know who’s at the wheel. all the same. i vomit easily. i bring my fries. i giggle with secrets. i watch the machinery. i shout to my loved ones in the distance. i think of the ticket price. i kiss my sweetheart. i long for one. i spit at the ones below. i touch the stars when we go higher. do you see yourself on the ferris wheel? here with me? with all of us?

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